Tuesday is my normal day off, I took this morning off as well. I was hoping to get some writing done, but I am so fried that I can't create anything.

This isn't writer's block, or as I like to joke writer's laziness. I know what I want to write, I know what I want to sa...

“The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too but there wil...

Dear readers,

This post isn’t about depression, or suicidal thoughts — I don’t have any. 

I am just wondering “out loud.”

Up until about ten  years ago, I had a pretty great life. The last five some of the worst. My life before wasn’t perfect, but I enjoyed most days. The...

Eyes heavy with crushing fatigue flicker and close
 

The blackness of out becomes that of in
 

An uneven sleep brings some relief from the horrors of the day
 

Part of me hopes not to wake

To get relief from the crushing weight of others
 

Part of me needs to wake
 

Believin...

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..I Wish A Good Mood Would Last

I hate each and every day of my pathetic, useless and meaningless existence.

All I ask is one, JUST ONE, fucking day of uninterrupted happiness. 

A child full of hope
A child full of innocence

Into the world trusting
Into the world wide-eyed

On day one begins the torture
On day one begins the torment

The child steps onto school grounds in fear
The child steps onto school grounds full of terror

To themselves the chil...

Stress and near crippling anxiety --

--or not having anyone to turn

Maybe it is time to be done

MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE

I have decided to accept proposals to determine which literary agent/agency will earn an exciting opportunity. I am offering exclusive rights to represent me and all of my current and future works. That’s correct, this could be your chan...